happy fuckin v-day!!!

right!!! happy valentimes day.  fuck! this was my single v-day in a long time! like seriously lemme count…  6 yearsish?!?  its ok i had a date anyways. LUKE! we went out tonight, in search of valentines… coming up with nothing at least worthy of taking home.  we bounced from the moose -> mike and tony's -> kopy's (thanks chris) -> jacks -> rugger -> the moose.   ran into a TON of people we knew… yet nobody wanted a "valentine" and the one girl i expected to "be mine" fuckin left me!
FUCK!!!!

whatever. fuck you all, fuck this world! i leave you with lyrics to a song i fuckin love.

i can't just look away. cus the hate is burned into my mind. i can't fell
anything. cus the hate has left me dead inside. there's a fine fucking line
between love and hate. that we cross at least once of every goddamn day. and
while you're saying that you love me you still push me away. you tie me at the
wrists so that you can't be saved. can't save you. you never wanted me to. can't
save you now. i can't just look away. cus the hate is burned into my mind. i
can't feel anything cus the hate has left me dead inside. there's a fucking
line between love and hate. that i've drawn, that you've crossed and now you can't
be saved. if all you wanted was to die then i won't stop you today. cus i know
your game. i know you'll never change. can't save you. you never wanted me to.
can't save you now. we've tried and failed so many times. and i'd try for you
again but i've drawn, that the line. you've lied too many goddamn times. and i'd
save your life again but you've crossed the line and died. you crossed the line.
but you'll never fucking cross me now cus i won't fucking save you. you never
wanted me to and i played the role for too long. no i won't save your hopeless
life. fuck no. no one can fuckin save you.

~throwdown

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