i am really fuckin fed up with shit right now. work is stressing me out. something was just brought to my attention at home, which added to this level of stress i already have. My aunt who is a bartender at dee's cafe informed my mom that i drink too much, i am irresponsible with money, and i leave the bar shitfaced by myself. GOD! i dont feel like working right now. i just wanna go do something like snowboard for a week… but that wont solve anything. i would just come back to the same old fuckin problems. RRAAAWWWRRR! i cant fuckin escape this shit!
fuck! FUCK!! FFUUUUUCCCKKKK!!!
and the day worsens… the girlfriend decided to move to texas, in which i already prevented once by having her move in with me… i fuckin give up!