memories fuckin suck…

so i was sitting here, blasting 36 crazyfists and social distortion, and got smacked with a truckful of reality! I fucking hate the shit that people rub off on me, as it only brings memories that i wanna fucking forget!  for instance, i can not listen to 36 crazyfists without the thought of driving to south carolina!!! that band probably kept me alive through some of my roughest drives through the country!  and with that in mind, you have NO FUCKING CLUE HOW PISSED OFF I GET WHEN I HEAR THE CLARKS or DAVE MATTHEWS!!! Its unbelievable how filled with rage i get when i hear that shit on the radio… which is probably why i dont listen to the radio at all anymore… i fuckin boycot it, unless a certain someone who is kinda far away is in the truck. 

anyways i am disgustingly missing certain things i once had: such as someone who drove around with me knowing the lyrics to at least one cd in my truck… someone who knew how to cook a decent meal… someone who i needn't not talk to, but just look at, and she understood… someone who was sooo fucking comfortable in bed that i did not need a blanket sleeping next to… someone who knew how to have fun late saturday night… someone who i could just stare into their eyes as soon as ya wake up… someone who just fuckin held me… someone who fuckin cared!!! or someone who um… yea we need not to go there, but run your imagination, and then multiply that by 40 cause thats not happening at all as of late!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

-one distraught mofo saying good fuckin night to all of you happy ass fuckers! you ruin me!

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